January 2012
7 posts
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December 2011
3 posts
sometimes
you still run into things you didn’t want to see/hear even though you took the necessary steps to find peace. this is a part of growth and it comes with the game of life.
i’ve found eternal joy. doesn’t mean i’m always going to be happy, but it does mean when i’m in a rough season of life and everything seems bleak and lonely, deep down inside i’m reminded Who...
November 2011
3 posts
YESSSSSS please. Support my brothers =)
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October 2011
1 post
realessons
integrity and character speaks louder than actions and words.
-bk
September 2011
5 posts
reality check.
along with great progression, comes great oppression.
mr. ruler of this corrupt world, i see what you are doing. you are very sneaky. you know my weaknesses very well and even know the softest spot of my heart and it’s current condition. i want you to know that i will not let you have your way. my steps have been ordered by my Father in Heaven and He has promised that He will never leave me...
update
been a week or two.. i will be posting up an update with what has been going on in the life of “bk” sometime this week. i wish all of you a blessed week =) as for now, sleep.
2 tags
peace.
i finally slept more than 3hrs in a looong time. thank you God. i know you don’t make mistakes, only we humans choose to. i can only accept that you knew what would take place, when it would, why, and that it will all make sense in the future no matter what the circumstances will be. Lord i just want you to know that i am humbled by your grace. like fall to the floor, cry it all out, and...
August 2011
22 posts
still learning.
milk tea doesn’t taste the same anymore. it’s still good but it’s lacking. that’s else.
2 tags
this morning
i fly into the hurricane.
aloof
that awkward moment at 4am when you think you are typing google.com into the url bar and get fiifkw.com. and with that goodnite/morning =)
last post
i took down that last post. that wasn’t fair. it’s freaking hard at times. there are days when i’m being attacked that i actually become that person i promised i would never be. Lord this just proves that i’m still an infant when it comes to dealing with my testing. Please help me get better… and stronger. May I live up to what has already been attained for me.
no kollab 11 for bk
(No offense to my friends who happen to be coordinators & staff of Kollaboration in many cities across the US)
Dear Kollab LA, I showed up at your audition w/ humble and great intentions, I guess I just need to be more. I went in hoping to inspire my peers and show that you don’t need to have a huge band, extra bling, a brand, probably youtube hits, marketability, and hella swag to...
james 1
when you are showing great signs of progression in your walk, somehow someway trouble seems to manifest itself out of nowhere & hits you hard. this was me for the past 2 days. this is a humbling sign that there is still soo much growth that needs to happen. Lord in You alone am i satisfied. i pray that my faith exceeds beyond my limited vision of Your will & that i will be able to...
3 tags
days and nights
like these.. i really miss my best friend.
3am
Search my heart o God. Lord i want to do great things for You and for Your kingdom. Keep working on this heart of mine. Refine every aspect of my life and may it all be focused - centered on You. I’m not looking for the spoils of this world but for the treasures of eternity with You. I just want my life to count for something while i’m on this earth. Prepare me. Amen.
July 2011
13 posts
day 22
Job 5:17-18
Behold, how happy is the man whom God reproves, So do not despise the discipline of the Almighty. 18 For He inflicts pain, and gives relief; He wounds, and His hands also heal.
some days are definitely better than others. this process that has completely taken over my life and lifestyle hasn’t been easy. there are days where submitting to God and His will is a battle....
spill
you were the only one.. the only one, since day one, till this day.. who left me speechless.
transparency
You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you.
Isaiah 26:3
Just when I thought I could stand, this morning I was shaken with so many thoughts, anger, doubts, anxiety of moving forward, and memories. So many memories in fact, that I honestly don’t even remember life before this past season. I truly believe that one of the most painful things we as...
step
by step.
tired
i need alot of prayer. the devil is working overtime on me and my heart right now. i’m starting to feel hate hijack me. i know this isn’t what my heart is built for so that’s why it hurts me so much right now. i’ve always tried to love, respect, and be there to serve my loved ones, friends, and even people i don’t even know. the past week and today especially i just...
growing. up.
i will still be posting up random stuff, vids of my musical musings, and reblogging really cute pictures of animals doing funny and cool things…
but I will also be posting my notes on my studies as i am on this path to grow more in my faith in hopes that it may also challenge, provoke questions, and help in the edification of our hearts and souls. love you guys. greater things are yet to...
fruitility of labor
God has rigged our lives. Apart from Him we can’t know life. Apart from HIM being in the center of our lives, everything else in our lives is vanity. In my study today in Ecclesiastes chapters 1 and 2 I learned that I can chase and inherit the biggest jobs, dreams, affirmation from peers and family, money, and collect all the wisdom my mind can handle but without God in the center of it all...