My collection of thoughts, random musings, musical creations and lessons in life.
i need alot of prayer. the devil is working overtime on me and my heart right now. i’m starting to feel hate hijack me. i know this isn’t what my heart is built for so that’s why it hurts me so much right now. i’ve always tried to love, respect, and be there to serve my loved ones, friends, and even people i don’t even know. the past week and today especially i just felt like people don’t really care how much of my heart and time i’ve invested in them. to just simply be dropped with no emotion and to be questioned whether or not you are invested after sooo many hours, tears, depleting your resources to help, always trying to put your best foot forward and to just love and serve. i’m tired of it.
this is a sensitive and vital time for me. please keep me in prayer. i am hurting and need help.
